Monday, January 22, 2007

today I am mostly feeling angry, self pitying and tearful in equal measures.I have a hospital appointment tomorrow which is something to look forward too ,its the only adult company I shall have for about 3 weeks,the house is starting to feel like a prison:(I don;t think I have ever felt hatred towards anyone like I feel it towards john at the present moment

21 comments:

Orbie/\;;/\ said...

if it of any comfort I hate him too just on your reccomendation

sparky said...

Wishing misfortune on others creates bad karma . Just get a divorce Alex and get a good lawyer so any wealth is properly distributed between the two of you . Move on with your own life and allow him to move on with his .

Allan

Anonymous said...

I know you are right allan and most of the time i think what the hell but today I am cold and lonely and miserable,I fear I may end up like bridget jones dying alone in my pokey little flat and being eaten by poodles

sparky said...

Death by poodle isnt the worst way to go .

Orbie/\;;/\ said...

There may be an ocean separating us but you are not alone!

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry I can't help you. When will the plaster come off?

Anonymous said...

I may find out tomorrow

Anonymous said...

That will give you something to look forward to. You will feel loads better then.

Anonymous said...

I don't suppose people could stop putting the little pics on could they? Every time I make a comment or try and read anything, I have to keep clicking the "Display non secure items" buttons.

I know I'm awkward.

sparky said...

aha clank , so thats why I have to click on that thing too . i always wondered , allan

The Broards said...

"I don't suppose people could stop putting the little pics on could they?"

WHAT???? And not be able to see NOtFan's mug????

Meme,
Please stop whining. There are other people worse off than you . . . why, that poor poor actor Leonardo DiCaprio was depressed because people viewed him as just a piece of cute meat!!!
There . . don't you feel better already? :)

Waltzing Matilda said...

Okay, Mum here's what you do.... go to your local "Adult" store and see if they have a body sized condom. If they don't, I'll get one and send it to you. Then, you make up a certificate on the computer awarding John the "Dickhead of the Year" award, and include a nice congratulatory letter outlining WHY he is Dickhead of the Year. It gets your feelings out there without actually being destructive. I did it once in college, and the guy actually acknowledged that he deserved it.

Anonymous said...

ghhahaha that sounds like a good idea mel . Emem thanks for pointing out how bad leo has it i at once felt better and realise I have become a whining cow over nothing I shall be jolly toorrow cos I shall see my plaster technician. I have given up swearing now having seen the foul louthed women on big brother Its golly and gsh for me henceforth

schell said...

Mum, I'm having a hard time picturing you self-pitying. I think if someone has had the string of luck you have, they're entitled to some pity. Good luck at the doctor's tomorrow.

Roger said...

I wish I had words to ease the pain, Mum, but I'm not that smart. Just consider yourself hugged & loved this evening.

R

sparky said...

alex , trust me , dont do anything Rag tells you to do .allan PS: I hope its ok that I switched to calling you Alex , I was damn sick of that Mum named . If you want I'll go back to calling you Mum but then please call me Mr Vanda in the future and with that I'm going to bed . Good luck in the hospital with your ankle tonorrow .

Anonymous said...

...also, I think there are plenty of people calling you mum in your life, and not enough calling you Alex.

Anonymous said...

thats an extreemly astute deduction mrs stroppy

Anonymous said...

I think Vanda wants you.
P

Anonymous said...

oh I guess it is me putting the annoying little pictures up... it just does it automatically cause it is in my blog... I like the picture there..
signed
chagrined

UrbanStarGazer said...

I know it's trite but, if John's that much of a dickhead, just remind yourself how luck you are that he's gone. If you'd like, I will come over there and slap the shit out of him. Just let me know.